Daiuke

If you're bored about yourself It's okay if you are not satisfied.
Whatever who wants to lose weight, but you don't have to say it everybody. I don't wanna hear about "omg, I ate one apple, how much calories is in it?! :o"
I'm so bored about it. -u-' ... and I hate bad haircolors - they makes my hair orange.






@ oulu

A wounded heart will fade away
the love is destroying you, in full bloom with the flowers.

Jealous

Since that day I didn't know what to think about him
for some reason my heart has rejected (him)

His form is changing, far away but all too close
Should I wear a mask, so I can hide my face drawn with tension
when I'm with him.

My heart lost in my body will someday leave me

I'll bloom as the poison flower
and become the flower that blooms again.

A wounded heart will fade away
the love is destroying you, in full bloom with the flowers.

I'll bloom as the poison flower
and become the flower that blooms again.

I can't laugh like I used to,
I'm not the same person who loved him.
I only held that crumbling man once that february night,
I can't forget the 'you' that I loved.

A wounded heart will fade away
the love is destroying you, in full bloom with the flowers.



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... I can't underestand how this song can say my feelings, without talking.

I feel so lost...
One light in my life: David sent a letter to me. ♥ I was so glad.
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I haven't any hard problems, I'm just so vain and I feel alone.. I got friends, but still. I very bad at school, even though the school is so easy. @__@ WHY! I'm so stupid, fat ARRGH. Nobody wants me... I can't be perfect, but I want so. I just can't..

sorry.




by me. klick to bigger.

I took pictures about my bag. (sorry for bad quality)




♥colorful and cute. :3

(orgh, I feel so sick. xDD Too few sleep!)

Anyway, my big sister want to eat chewing gummy from china or something.

I tried WII the first time of my life ! woww. xDDD

I tried to bough a camera necklase but I didn't found it. 8( shop were sold it...
How pity. Then I bought so cute bag. ^__^ ♥

I gonna watch sailor moon. xD how nostalgic..

I slept about 3 hours~

Everything just happenned.

Me and Kaisa went to Hemu's home for the night.

We wanted to see Eetu & Niko (they're boys) .. They get drunk, just a little. We spent time, they drove us to Hemu's home. We had fun. Expect one thing.. But that's okay. Boys taked care about us. So sweet, really.. .__. I miss them.

Time is so much. Kaisa didn't clear her make up away. Aww. <3 She is tired..

cya

Piia gave me a cute big ring. ^^' perhaps she just borrow it, but I like that. I'm not sure. I have big "diamonds" in that. I don't know why I like that..

Anyway, my mom wanted to know what is wrote in the sutra. well.. I told there is something about religions. My mom asked too about China's religion. I told to her about Kunfuze, Buddha and Tao. :''D She looked interested. (Thanks for my religion note in last year)

Well, I gotta leave. Kaeru & Maani is coming here. We go to eat PIZZA! *fat*




Ken & Daisuke. ♥

Hoah, we had a household hour. We did vegetarian food, it was good. (bread and lens-soup) !
I like my nails righ now. They're yellow and black. (kaisa & sini did them~)
My mom sounds angry because I said I don't take the H1N1 vaccine.. I CHOOSE. -u-

Well, I drew "Ayabie's Aoi" vocalist.






I did that just for fun. I like his style. I don't have the skills with that, all people can draw copied from. I see mistakes.. (I found them when I had scan my draws..)
The head is small, lips are top and hat's color fail. I'll finalize that later.

Nothing elsee~

Yeah, I bored again to be in dirty. o__o Well, I cleaned up my room.

It's very annoying, I don't have a camera, I can't take picture about my room or something...
Anyway, I put the sutra to the wall. ^o^' (My Taiwanese friend, Blake sent that to me!) That looks so glorious! Beautiful words!

I like to clean up my room, It's fun and relaxing. xD Really, If you are anxious, do that.

btw. Kaisa and Sini has a secret. They doesn't tell me that! C'mon they know, I'm too curious. .__.

UNFAAAAAAIIIIIR~

ps. Google translate has changed! xD I love that new~ haha.

I'm so vain.

I think that I'm bored my blond hair.
I have missing my dark hair.
and I have nature dark hair, when I colored my hair, they goes so torment.

I wonder dark brown or black and a little blond~





So lovely color~

But I don't know.. I just dreaming. I like black and white so much.

And again, go to school tomorrow, bla bla bla...

So, I talk in msn with Tessa and her boyfriend who is from England. My english typing doesn't work, ARGH.. My english socks when..
1.) I have to speak it
2.) I speak to englishman.






lol that face.. I just can laugh at it.

Wow, let's see!

I could like have those sweatshirts.. (wich!)




.. But I have some trouble. I love them, but they're all men's shirts, so they're BIG. (if u choose size S it will be large to you.)
and my wide shoulders. .___.' ....

I have to order them, that's why I can't try them on me. How sad! :'D
But that is all right. ^^


I thought it would need eyeshadow and nailpolish. Not a lot. Pink and white! OwO



I saw really beautiful jewelry! It was a camera jewelry! So pretty! I gonna take a picture about it later. Mm~ I want to got it.

Today we had a schoolday. We made the Raffle at our school. We got 100 gifts and people bought them all because of class trip where we will go in 9 class.

Well.. I went for night to my friend. We go to bed so late and in the morning I was so tired. u_u
We spent about 5 hours to sold all gifts. ^^D I haven't a lunch or learn hours, I just sell and sell... (other my classmates were in hours haha!)

And soon I'll take care about my brother's childrens. Oh god.. YEES! ^____^'''' *sarcasm*

there was a beautiful jewel, which was a diamond and the "u", I would have liked to win it, but had no money. ._. *damn* (=like uke)

here it goeeees~



omg Tai, why this face.. 8DDDD

♥ Uke

www.omegle.com !

I really like chat in there, I meet nice people in here.


But I was also very depressed. I feel lonely sometimes and mood vary badly. Fortunately, I do have friends who will help. And Henkka. I look forward to the summer because I am tired of school and I see my friends then. In addition, the sun is shining. ^___^
I wanna have a camera, I wanna travel and take more pics!

I'm hungry. ;;___;; ! My mother is in the city right now. She does manage and go to shop.  8D
My friends txt to me all the time. (they miss me >D ? )
Well, I'm not in the school because I take care my dog and my bigsister's dog. But I want to go native language's lesson because we got a drama today! <3__<3 *Me likes*
But I'll make up and want to watch Digimon! (Eight episodes, then I be admitted to two season)

~

Final!

I'm in home now. My classmates are in the school and I play the computer. Here is beautiful morning are here. and now I have too much time to do everything. *o* (Watching Digimon, drawing etc..) ♥
I have to do food for myself. :'3
Yummy, Well.. I don't have anything what to say.

\o

I don't know what i'll do. I feel so bad. I don't wanna write it..
But now I feel so good. I have english test tomorrow. I don't wanna be in the school, but I want to brin back my TET and school tags.
So I pass my schoolday. (I don't want because I have a good friend in there and I fall behind in textile work ToT) ...
Hm, I want to draw now. *drinking tea* ♥

Sad, Im so poor now. T__T I wanna buy some haircolor (blonde are alone so boring..) and two piercing jewelrys in my lips. :'3
... and also else.

I was so peeved today. I was walking outside and I seen two little boys who asking me
"Do you know where we are?"
I had fun. xD They was sweet!

.. But I'll do my English homework. >